We Need to Talk: Wylie/Damon (locked to makesudothings

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 Since he'd gotten back from seeing Charlotte, Wylie felt much better about himself and about his current situation. He wasn't afraid of what he was leaving behind or what he was facing. He knew that without a doubt he was making the most solid and true decision of his entire life and he had every intention of seeing it through. He knew about Damon's reluctance to give in completely to what he wanted. Wylie was more than aware of how Damon too wanted to see him live forever, but he saw how when he'd brought it up, Damon almost wanted him to think about it. As if there was a choice for Wylie. He couldn't think of anything else.

Currently sitting on the couch in Damon's place - though it was his too now that he essentially had moved in without exactly saying so - he was fiddling with his guitar. He'd been thinking about how he needed to bring it up, talking about the situation and when they would, but he couldn't quite bring himself to ask. So instead, he was caught in this in between place where he wanted to ask, but was nervous to bring it up. He wasn't sure how the conversation would go.

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There was relief that washed through him as he finally agreed. Wylie hadn't been expecting him to fight him on this. Not so hard at least. He wasn't sure what he thought he was doing, either trying to protect Wylie or protect himself. He pulled back a little, just enough to look at him, "why were you fighting me on this? Is it all because you thought that if I was like you, you'd suddenly be not enough?"

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"...Yes." Damon closed his eyes. "You can't deny the reason you found me so fascinating was because of what I am, love."

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Wylie laughed, lightly and a little sadly, but he laughed. He shook his head and smirked, something about this far too amusing. "You remember how it was, the first time? What I was looking for was a man who could hold me now. I was looking for a man that would be strong enough not really physically but mentally to be dominant. I..." he paused, trying to think of the right way to say this, "I too often am the one playing that role and I was tired of working so hard for other people's pleasure and I need to be, well, strapped down and mindless for a while. That is what fascinated me about you. The rest of it? What you are? Well, that was merely the explanation."

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Damon lifted his face, his eyes searching. He could tell when one lied, but he wasn't looking for that. What his expression was, was of slight awe. Because he knew...deep down, he had felt this. But he worried anyway. Because - "I love you."

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"And then," he continued, just smiling at him, even as he seemed to understand, "I found that you were willing to give a little. You compromised with me and not just in bed, though that's where it started. Next thing I knew, regardless of what you are, I was finding myself completely attached and that's when I ran."

Wylie brought him close again, hugging him tightly as he continued, "I don't run from things that aren't a threat to break through. Being close to someone is... terrifying is the only word I can come up with. But I came back not because I was fascinated with what you are, but because I found something better in you. Something that... you didn't see my past. You didn't see anything but right now and you were so damn amused by rampant emotions..."

Again, he pulled back to look at him, hands moving to frame his face, "So can you believe me now? It never had anything to do with what you are... just what you made me feel and what you felt for me. How could I ever leave the only thing that's ever made me completely happy, without conditions? If being like you is what it takes to stay with you forever, because I can't... no, I won't let you die with me..."

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Damon stiffened a little in rememberance...yes, that had been hard. He feels it more now, of course. But even with the warning...when Wylie left him, "I worried you might not come back. I know that is...ludicous, but..."

He smiled as he went on, about to shake his head...but then his face was held and a soft sigh escaped at the gentle touch instead. "I..."

He did...he wanted to, and he did. "Yes. I do." His fingers slowly curled against Wylie's hands on him, smiling, "I do not want to be without you. Not now...and not ever. If you say this is is...this is what you wish. I will. I will turn you.."

He tilted his head up slightly, sought out his lips, kissing him softly, "Mine forever."

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Wylie felt even more relieved because it seemed like Damon actually believed it this time. There wasn't any risk of Wylie leaving him. What was he going to do? He was going to be lost in this new world and if he didn't have Damon, he'd have nothing. If humans were good enough for him now, while he was human, what would make him that humans would satisfy later? And as for others like Damon... no. That was stupid.

He leaned in and kissed him, just as he gave and agreed. Wylie wrapped one arm around his shoulders, pulling him against him and bowing Damon backwards. He shut his eyes and pulled away, lips still brushing his, "I love you. And I know you won't leave me, too."

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"Where would I go, if not with you?" he scoffed. "I have no desire to leave my mate, thank you." He smiled up at him gently, touching his cheek as he nudged his nose to his, amused at their position. "Mm..."

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"Then what the hell were you so worried about, sugar?" Wylie, now teasing him. He playfully nudged his nose against his in return. Damon was far too easily amused by anything Wylie did and part of him knew it was because Damon so often took the dominant position between them. It certainly didn't bother Wylie.

He dipped his head down lower, kissing Damon's neck playfully.

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"Oh, shut up," he laughed, nuzzling his nose to his hair as he kissed his neck. "Nn..." He felt so good...so warm. "I love you....so much. You are everything."

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That made Wylie laugh and he actually bit Damon's neck that time. "No, you shut up... don't be stupid," he teased. "I love you," he purrs.

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"Ah!" He gasped and pressed tigher to him an instant, growling. Hmm, the thought of a real bite there...

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Damon pulled tighter and something protective went off in him. He held him tighter, licking slowly at his skin where he bit, knowing it was absolutely pointless for now, but a soothing kiss after, nonetheless.

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His body arched slowly against him a little more...mouth parting in a slight moan as he felt his tongue...heat seeming to crawl from the warm, wet touch. "Wylie..."

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Wylie shut his eyes and inhaled against his skin, smelling him, the familiar scent that was so horribly intoxicating. It was so distracting and though it was familiar, he still felt like he was discovering it all over again each time. Wylie held him for a moment longer before tugging him back to the couch, pulling him down with him so he could get his arms around him, just wanting to feel him and hold him for the moment.

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Damon moved with him, eyes still closed, but opened them halfway as he settled to his lap...his gaze soft, expectant. He welcomed the arms around him with a sigh, his own lifting to span his back, grip gentle to his clothes as he turned his face to Wylie's neck, breathing him in...

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Wylie smiled to himself, pressing his cheek against the side of Damon's head. Wylie had done some comforting for others, but it felt so different holding his lover now. Knowing that so often this man curled up against him and essentially clinging to him was so much stronger than him. He would do anything for him. Wylie would do anything for Damon.