Not jus' tha'--his ma hated me. Because of how I was bein' treated, an' cause I hated the way dead blood tasted, I became anorexic. I stopped eatin' an' it made me attack my ex' boyfriend's ma 'cause she said some fucked up, evil shit ta me, an' about me. Callin' me things I don' even wanna repeat. She hated me, an' my kind and made it evident ta everyone--includin' me. So, I went inta a rage 'cause of it. He left me fer awhile, Bill wasn't around, an' I had no clue how ta take from someone without killin' 'em. So, what did I do? I took too much of this guys blood, an' I killed him. I did all I could ta try ta bring him back, or turn him, but I had no clue what I was doin'. Then some fucked up douche bag came lookin' fer Bill an' Sookie 'cause the ex king wanted him found. Apparently, he was made ta look inta Sookie an' what she was fer the ex Queen. When tha' guy showed up at my door, he knew 'bout the guy I killed an' had his head with him. So, he forced me ta give up some information tha' got Bill kidnapped. So, it was more time with me bein' all alone, with no idea what I was supposed ta be doin'. People finally began ta give me pointers, but then I had ta deal with all these intense emotions, feelin's, desires, ya name it. Tha' is where I am now, okay? Ya got the entire 411 on me. I don' know what ta tell ya, Wylie. I am sorry I am upset, but between you, an' the way Hoyt has been treatin' me, an' talkin' behind my back ta people. Callin' me a monster an' shit, an' you with the way ya act, an' talk, an' say things. I feel like it is personal, an' it hurts me. Can't change who I am, an' I ain't askin' ya ta change neither. Sometimes ya put things in such a way where I can only think ya hate me! I ain't easily made upset, ya don't know me, so stop makin' snap judgments. But, yeah, ya do make me upset. The way ya talk ta me, an' act 'round me. It reminds me of what Hoyt jus' recently put me through. It was really not pretty...I'm still young, an' I'm tryin'...I am tryin'.

[She knew she just said a lot. But she wanted to be clear here. Jessica wanted Wylie to know everything right then. She also wanted him to stop making up ideas of her in his head, and instead to actually be informed before he started judging her.]


OOC hey, I've been trying to get in touch with you. I just hope I am not bothering you or interrupting anything? If you need me to stop IMing you, I will. I don't want to be an imposition, or if you are on your phone, I don't want to run up your texting bills on your phone. I enjoy talking to you, I hope things are all right, and you are having a wonderful October leading up to Samhain/Halloween!