"Then what do you want from me?" Johnny asked him in exasperation. "I'm not trying to tell you what to do, I'm just... You're sitting there all fucking quiet and it's a little hard to know what you want. What you're thinking. Besides the fact that I should have turned you away at the door. Which, no, I really fucking shouldn't have. So don't feed that to me again. There's no turning you away. You're here now, so let's sort this out."
Johnny had seen the flinch, and he pulled his hand away instantly with a sigh. He couldn't even touch his own boyfriend. Yeah, this was a swell reunion. While he understood the damage that had been done to Wylie, and how it must have effected his way of thinking, it really wasn't so easy to deal with in reality. Johnny had thought he'd be ready for this. He wasn't. He was just trying his best.
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Date: 2011-04-30 11:39 pm (UTC)Johnny had seen the flinch, and he pulled his hand away instantly with a sigh. He couldn't even touch his own boyfriend. Yeah, this was a swell reunion. While he understood the damage that had been done to Wylie, and how it must have effected his way of thinking, it really wasn't so easy to deal with in reality. Johnny had thought he'd be ready for this. He wasn't. He was just trying his best.